Alright, once again I do not really want to be
writing this tonight, but it’s kind of what I do….I write. When I am happy, tired, angry, and sad…I
write and when I do I always get a clearer message of what Jesus is trying to
show me. So tonight I am definitely sad,
well actually my heart is aching deeply for the loss of my Brady. I cannot believe he is gone, my companion, my
confidante---and he certainly shared no secrets of mine! Three short years he was by my side, but what
really gets me is that he was literally always by my side since I began writing
this blog. No matter where I was, nor
what time of the night it would be, he was there and that is definitely the one
thing that I miss the most. I almost
didn’t write tonight because of this very fact, but I must, I must do what God
has called me to do no matter what----there is no other option for me anymore!
Isaiah 41:10 says ‘Fear not, for I am with you; be
not dismayed, for I am your God. I will
strengthen you, yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous
hand.’ In this world nothing and no one
will last forever and the Word tells us that we will have troubles, but we are
not to fear or be confused---we are to look to God and know that we are being
held by His righteous hand! I have no
idea how many times I have said to myself over the last few weeks to trust in
the Lord and don’t even try to understand what’s happening; and I cannot begin
to tell you how that scripture has strengthened me. Losing my beloved pet has been devastating,
but what God has shown me through his life and sickness has deepened my
relationship with Jesus more than I would have every dreamt. You see, he may have been just a dog, but
that dog was originally created by my Father, and He created us to take care of
all His creations. While talking about
this with my daughter a couple of days ago, she said, ‘you know if God did not
care about all animals, why would he have made sure they were all on the ark?’ Wow, wisdom beyond years---so true, they are
important to Him, so they should be important to us! So while it hurts now, I know that because I
hurt my Savior hurts for me, I know that he is holding me in that Righteous
hand, and I know that His love is sufficient to get me and my family through
this and anything else that comes our way.
It seems that I am just rattling on tonight, but the bottom line is
this----trust God, trust God, trust God and know that no matter your
circumstances know that he is holding you in His righteous hand!
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